Wednesday, 8 June 2016

Divided Personalities

Everyone has been through something that has changed them in a particular way. Experiences that took a toll on them. Turned some us into beasts and others into beauties for lack of a better word. Let’s just say they split our personalities.

I want you to relate…so i'm gon make this short…This is my story…

"I wasn’t born with a silver spoon in my mouth. Rather my parents were mature enough to accept me.

I didn’t have everything I wanted as a child. I was taught to be satisfied with what I needed . Get it? “ want “….” need “….

Dad was strict. He kept me indoors. His reasons were practical though. I was a reserved child and my teenage years were dubbed as “boring”. I never used to “fit in”. Events, house parties,…Ya dig???!

I was the Shy, reserved and anti-social just to mention but a few adjectives. Just negativity yes? "

Don’t worry though. Am all grown up now, none of those words describes my current being. My point here!!?

My past divided me. It created two persons.
Person one is the one who grew up shattered and broken by her past. Deep down I reminisce and promise never to go back or re-live it. She sometimes keeps to herself because of her inner fears.

Person two turned all the negativity into positive factors. She’s the person social media knows. She’s the person her friends know. She’s happier, social and talkative once you get passed my 3007 layers. Why? She wants to make others happy. She wants to love and to be loved. She wants to make others smile and remind them that despite their inner hurts there are going to be better days.

You have a past? It split you? Use it to your
advantage. How? Only you have the answer to that. You relate? I hope you did.

Warmest Regards.

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